54th Birthday (#830)

Turned on music at 3:37am Freeze Frame was playing…J. Giles Band—Then Michael Jackson—Smooth Criminal—not Alien Ant Farm because on 80s on 8–not 90s on 9….

Then Toto Africa. Then one I haven’t heard in a while but am willing to make an anthem: Its Not Over (‘Til It’s Over) (87) Starship

This is going to be a blah day—even though I should be happy—my life is good.

Money coming in on Tuesday or Wednesday; so I’ve just got to be patient…

I’ve got enough coming in to make most of my bills go away—but it’s not instant gratification…I got both checks yesterday and am waiting on Draiver to come through.

All my Aunts gave me something and Sam did too—and they all got here BEFORE my birthday 🎁 But, I can’t use anything until they hit my account—$25 spent; $25 gift card; and two checks for $50 and then the $136.32 I’m waiting for.

I have it pretty good—I got everything I want or need—sad that I can’t use any of it yet on my birthday or the next few days because it’s a holiday weekend and between Saturday and Tuesday or Wednesday I’ve got to wait…Damn

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